I realized tonight as I stood in the kitchen, eating ice cream and waiting for our “organic microwave” pizza to heat up, that I am a pretty disgusting person. Who does this? ON A NUMBER OF LEVELS, WHO DOES THIS? Let’s break it down together.
1) I am eating ice cream. While waiting for my pizza to heat up.
2) I don’t do drugs, so this is how I take the edge off of doing our family budget. WTF?!
3) I should just fucking do drugs and be skinny.
I had a tough day at work… but it’s ok. The further I get from being unemployed, the more I realize what a bad head space it put me in. I don’t know if I’ll ever fully grasp just how much it messed with me, but as I find my groove in the new role, and yes even when I flounder, I look back at my life over the past year and realize how hard it was. 2012 was not my year.
The only good thing about it, was that my son was born…
…he makes it all worth it.